i was the plow

i was the plow,
years making furrows

my edges are worn,
the dirt is in my eyes

the harvest may yet come,
the future
makes no promises

this is the way to live :
each season
what it is

and i see now
that when i
gave up hoping,

i never
gave up hope

— Nov. 2, 2009

 

Father Paradis' plow at Camp Wanapitei